Moving day

Living at my neighborhood has been awesome!
Three of my church friends are living 2 minutes away from me.
I could always go over and play some video games whenever I'm bored.
Walking to OBC takes around 5 minute.
Oakridge Centre is at the corner of my house.
Just knew that Kaitlin and Natasha, from UBC C4C, live very close to me also.
But today, I'm leaving that place and going somewhere far.
Going to miss everything on top of the list.
Positive side to it is that I'm living near Fraser Lands Church!
However, I'm not planning to switch church...maybe visit that church.
Metrotown is a lot closer.
Going to SFU is more...ummm "fon been"...my vocabulary sucks and that's why my teacher keeps telling me to improve...you can say "a lot easier".
The place is bigger and nice.
*sigh* Once I get home from school, they will be done moving by then.
One the videos that me and the gamers were playing.
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=511900048&ref=name#/video/video.php?v=28097710048
Who am I going to hang out once I moved to my new place?
I'll probably change my looks...not?
Pray that God will hold my family together and hold each and every one of them.

Confession for you!
Once you read this, you MUST make a comment on this blog saying that you've read it.
Now be DEAD honest once you read this.

Campus for Christ

Campus for Christ
Turning lost students into Christ Center Laborer.
I wouldn't have imagined that I'll be in this organization.
I met tons of brothers and sisters.
I even met her through it.
The first time I stepped into C4C was in WC.
And then joined UBC C4C.
Now I'm here, SFU C4C.
What a crazy transition.
Half a year involve at SFU C4C really helped me grow in spirit.
It wasn't C4C that changed me, but it was the Holy Spirit that directed me to this organization.
Leaders, Staff, and Members are inviting me to participate into something big for God's glory.
Am I the type who can lead?
I'll sleep on it and pray about it.

HOMEWORK
Do you know what I hate about homework?
It is when I don't understand or know how to do them.
Last semester, I was such a bummer in writing papers and assignments .
When it comes to writing essay, I will probably have to stare at Microsoft Word for almost an hour to finally write start off my 1st sentence, or my topic sentence.
For Math, it sucks even more when you don't know how to do it.
If you don't understand it, you don't understand it - The End for you.
Well not true, you could always read the textbook and try to make yourself understand it.
But if you totally don't understand it at first and try to make yourself understand, guess how long would it take you to understand it?
Yeah, maybe for quite a long time and you'll be tired out and you collapse.
Even though you try to copy the exact solution from the textbook, but with different numbers, and try to solve your homework with it, it will take you for a while to get the hang of it without looking back at the example.
Hold on there readers!
I may be talking about not knowing how to do Math, but that's not what I'm heading into because there's something even more terrifying than Calculus.
I mean, Calculus is alright for me and it's not too difficult.
MACM 101: Discrete Mathematics or Logic Math, which has nothing to do with Math...almost.
That's the devil so to speak.
I was doing my assignment that is due tomorrow, and I was like "What the....".
I only finished half of the question and other half is almost like a thinking process of doing it.
Don't get what I'm saying? Ask Kenny, Edward =P. or someone who did this course.
Here's an example.
Prove that these two "equation" equal to each other.
A X (A n B) X C = (A X A X C) n (A X B X C)
I was sitting there for a while thinking how to do it.
But, it's nothing think how to do it anymore.
More like thinking LOGICALLY on how they are equal to each other.
So yeah, I have few more others questions to accomplish tonight.
whoo...someone left their usb on this computer...what should I do?
Typical Timmy is on the loose.

Secretive

Deep inside our core, we have special information that we won't open to others.
Remember when we were little, maybe this works for the female, we exchange information to others?
I did few exchanges with a girl when I was in high school.
It's fun doing exchanges.
"I won't tell you anything unless you tell me something."
But if secret is made to be broken, then that's not fun.
I don't really like sharing deep information; mainly as to who I'm attracted to.
However, I do love giving hints.
That's one of my secrets.

Target

Mini-Presentation that I'm presenting in an hour.
It's not really a big presentation where I need to nail a lot of description but just to get to the point.
It's just 3-5 minute of being a teacher, but I'm still not prepare for it yet and will do so in a few minute.
The topic is based on grammatical or academic issues that we all need to improve on.
I chose studying.
It's just an easy topic to actually do, but I seriously need tons of improvement on.
I don't really know how to study properly, but I've done some research last night and discover a lot of stuff.
Furthermore, Discrete Math and Calculus Assignment due this week.
I just went to see an adviser...yeah.
Hopefully I'll do well this semester.
If you don't do well, then you are not taking it seriously.
Planning to aim away from AP.

Speaking of targeting, I'm going to use the 5Ws.
Who is your target?
What is your target?
When is your target?
Where is your target?
Why is it your target?
Pretty random.

Arguments

Last night, I was listening to my brother arguing on the phone with a person - his girlfriend?
Today, during dim sum with my older brother and mom, they were arguing over the risk of the BC Housing Contract.
Does arguments ever solve anything?
Listening to my brother arguing with his girlfriend, I assume, makes me think of my future.
Will I ever have an argument with my girlfriend or my wife?
Arguing with each other pretty much hurts each others ego, if I used the correct word.
I imagined myself arguing with her.
It makes me feel very guilty as of a sudden.
Depending on the situation of the argument, it can be small or big.
If it's big, then we are in trouble.
However, can arguments ever solve a conflict between one and another?
I think it does because through my own experience.
The argument was pretty much between me and God.
It was the time when I wasn't a mature Christian.
I was in Hong Kong and my family decided to make me stay in Hong Kong for the rest of my life.
I yelled at God, "Why are you doing this to me! I hate what you've done!"
Like I said, I hated God when I was little, but only for a brief moment until I actually returned to Vancouver.
Problem solve!
Another example, I wanted to get into a relationship.
Being heart broken for two times, I wrestle myself and discuss with God.
Maybe not discuss, more like an argument again.
I was mad that God had put into a position where I hated someone causing me to be like all emo and stuff.
"Why God! Why can't you get rid of this feeling I have! Please I beg of you!"
Later on, things have been resolved.
Conflict can sometimes be a good thing, if it's going anywhere
But when a argument that goes nowhere, maybe there's a problem.
Furthermore, I talked to my mom about the house we're moving into this weekend.
I'm kind of worry, which I shouldn't be.
Hearing my brother and my mom talking about it causes me to feel uncomfortable in the future.
If we're screwed, then I'll probably be in trouble, and academically also.
Where shall we go from there on?
Talking to my mom about it is going nowhere, like seriously.
Her heart is very hard.
Why won't she just listen to me?
"Just don't tell anyone. Keep it as a secret. If they ask, then just lie to them."
"So you're thinking of cheating our way in?"
This is just ridiculous.
When I was listening, I totally agree with my brother.
The only thing I pity for my mom's word was this: "We have no choice. There is no other solution to do this. I'm all out of plan."
It's like writing a test.
I didn't study and I'm totally not prepared for what is going to happen.
I cheat my way through the test and I get caught.
What the heck is my response going to be?
I wouldn't say this would I?
"I have no choice. There is no other solution to do this. I'm all out of plan."
There is no way I could lie my through this.
What am I suppose to do when I'm worry about what is going to happen?
Jeremiah 29:11 and Matthew 6:34
To be honest, I'm actually not worrying about anything.
I know God will be there when we move to our new place.
I know I'm helpless when my mom has authority over me, but I know God may show my family something.
I don't care if it's good or bad because this argument will be solved.