November

woah November is going to end sooooooon. So fast. Like i said somehow my life turn into a fast pace than before. And it's SNOWING!!!! First time i saw it was when i got out of E-Spot(an arcade) snowing soo hard. But actually i saw bits of tiny crystal falling from the sky after my driving lesson was over. Interesting, Early Christmas aye? And even rite now, outside is like a WINTER WONDERLAND. But the most stupid, dangerous, gaying, queerest thing ever was that school was open in Vancouver....... I mean wth? First time i heard the radio that all lower mainland were closed. It was actually private school.......stupid. Then i saw the website that school was open........ I was praying to God before that night....... praying for a safe snowy day without school. O well at least learning wasnt that bad. I even almost got hit by a car. Sidewalk was filled with snow, i dont even want to walk on it so instead i walked on the road. That is when i felt something was behind my back. So glad the car didnt drove fast or else i would've been in the hospital. So dangerous to go to school. Half the teacher werent at school and were late. Especially Mrs. Springer, she woke up at 5am or something and went to take a bus from Surrey. And she was still late for 40min. I was like walking COLD FREEZING air. I even had trouble crossing the sidewalk. I had to jump across a half a centi long. Good thing is, I didnt have a math quiz today :). so scared i didnt study much. Each room was soooo cold. Freeze my Agenda. ANother good thing is i finally did my English Presentation!!!! and i get to see my mark :). IM GETTING 'B' in ENGLISH!!!!!!!! OMG I NEVER GOT A B in my whole regular program life. beside i got a B in the special program. But still I GOT A B. And im actually Passing PHYSICS with a bare pass. Whew. But my chem teacher still havent let me do the makeup test yet :(. i wonder if that will drop my mark or get an Omit. If he gave my a 0. Im SOOO SUING HIM. OR TALK TO THE COUNSELLOR. Engineer.......damn my project doesnt work. Going to get a B again. Robotic probably a high B or an A(if possible). PE probably not sure how they mark. IM ACTUALLY doing bad in MAth :O omg so scared. getting 60% around there:O. Why am i being lazy? not doing my hw much. SS hmm not sure C assuming. Did i say all my course yet????? i guess. o well. I just pray that there would be no school tomorrow. PLZ GOD plz for the children that u love for their own safety. and yeah

stuff to say

wow cant believe its already weekend....:O Time really flies by when im like grade 12. Cant believe Im actually Graduating. How old am i, like 17. woooow. But then people actually thinks im grade 10 or 11!?!?!?! Wats up with that, am i actually look young? Probably back then i kept on drinking green tea with tasty lemonade. I heard it can reduce a person from looking old. And even my mom, look like 30 something years old, but rite now she's going to be 60 years old in a long time. Wat if i graduated and started to apply a work in a business program, i wonder if they wouldnt hire me because they think im still in high school. Probably not cuz thanks to RESUME and GRADUATING DIPLOMA or something yeah. Sooner or later it going to be Christmas!!! Wow already talking about a year has flown by so quickly already. Then there will be a church Christmas play!!! Im sooo curious on who i am going to be. I want to be Mr.Spielman or watever the name is, rite the protagonist. Still remembered last i play as the FATHER. ZEKE I AM UR FATHA!!!! lol trying to be funny for a sec but anyways, thats not the main point. I somehow find out that me and Vania can be funny in the same way. It makes other people laugh when we communicate in a normal way. Still remember that day Me and Vania had a funny convo when Angel was like standing aside giggling.

 

Me:I want to drink HOT chocolate

Vania: ok heres the chocolate flour

Me: wheres the hot water????

Vania: u must boil them.

Me: wheres the boiler???

Vania: its rite there

Me: WOOOOW you're sooo smart. I didnt even see it myself

 

Vania: is the water boiling

Me: yes it is

Vania: how do you know its boiling

Me: because im watching the water boiling.

 

after the water boils

 

Vania: why arent u drinking ur hot chocolate

Me: because its HOT, i cant drink it when its hot

Vania: thats why its called hot chocolate, drink it while its hot

hahahaha. funny times. Today there stuff that funny in AWANA, but i only remember that one

 

Me:......Supereded      "or something is that it?"

Vania: Supereded   "in a better way"

Me:.....ummm yeah rite yeah......   "continue reading"

LOL ELIZA was like laughing for out of nowhere hahaha make me got into it

Christina: u didnt even read the word still.

Me: yeah i know

 

ANYWAYS. OMG Grad dinner. I still need to find a Prom!!! i wonder if she can be my partner for the prom. I want to ask her in a kind gentle way. Just afraid what she's going to spit at me in the next word. yeah i should actually ask her in person, you never know if she'll go or not. Thanks for the comment friends.

 

yup thats all i have to say. *YAWNING* dang im sooo sleepy. Slept at 2am just for the English bonus assignment. Just presenting the personal narrative on wat i did. But then she didnt have time to do it yet and still gave me the EXTRA CREDIT AND MARK FOR DOING IT AND PREPARING FOR THE SPEECH WOOOOOOT. seems like Shirley did it too and wanted to present. and the rest of the class didnt even want to present today. yay ah. ok i'll shut up now. and yeah

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ma life time

Once again, im repeating the life im having now. Sometimes when ppl like me dont have much things to do like slacking off, i would just go to the internet and watch video from youtube which is kinda waste of my precious life. I gotta find some things to do that wont kill each of my cell without any reason. I want to do things, beside studying, that are useful. Everything i do have a reason. Like going to richmond and waste my time at aberdeen waiting for my mom to finish shopping. Or probably go to Billys house and reck place. Is there a reason to it. Yes, because i just want to reck his place. But i did go to a place that is reasonable to skip Awana and youth event, or maybe school if it was approval. I remember stepping to his place and thinking "wow how long havent we seen?" I want to thank Billy for helping me schedule that time just for me. We had lots of fun getting picture taken, although the place is small, but bless God for giving them great living. We had fun eating dinner and making jokes which was halarious. I really did love the dessert, woo chocolate ice-cream. I really did love to talk about my life with him, i know that he can fix me up and the life i'm having right now. He really did helped me turn my miserable thinking around. Although i have the desire to listen and do the thing he told me to do, but then iunno why im still like this. Is it because my faith isnt growing enough? We cant miss his wife. I love to talk to her. She's fun and really kind. She even played the song i wanted her to play. Although it was her first time to play that song, it did gotten slower a bit, i still loved it. She also told me that she'll play better when i see her again. She even kept the copy and try playing it. I dont even know wat to say to her but to say Thank you. One day i'll hear the beautiful melody flowing through my ear. But then i wont be seeing them for quite a while because God has givin them a plan to do. Quite a busy couple they are. He even advice me to "Finish Well" in school. After i heard that, it really flow through me. It did tell me not to finish too good if im correct or not, but i just want to finish good in school. I dun wanna get any C+ or lower. I even learned alot of things from them. How much we are worth to God. He gave me another quote"make your life appropriate today, so that you won't regret about it for tomorrow" if im correct with the sentence. Dun worry Billy can fill in for. Its pretty attracting in watching him taking a picture on a cup. He's been doing that for like 15min just to get a really good cup pic with a steam on it. And it did, it was soooo cooool and i really like the pic, looked like a portrait. Then talking to "her" about Billy liking that person and talking about me liking that person, which was outaa nowhere because we were in the kitchen and "he" was uploading picture into his laptop. He even told us something on how he got her. but thats just unusual i dont want to talk about it. It was pretty nice eating dinner with them for the first time. Then off to a new start i think.

           In school, i did got better at SOMETHING. I somehow got a feeling of forgeting her. After hanging around with my friends and playing so much of those mahjong and texas holdum or something with cards, i have a feeling that she's fading in my life. I really did had a good start. I dont really love her as much as usual. I sort of wanting to be her buddy forever and a friend. In my heart, i have another feeling that her spirit is still there. Even though Masao did told us not to follow our heart i still wanting to get on with my life. The memories will be there forever. She isnt a bother to me anymore. Man why is there so less hot girls in my school. Good thing is that 2 new hot girl came to our school! So HOT. I want to ask for there # but then nah too desperate. I dun wanna get another start.

           Sometimes i want to get mad and yell at ppl, but i dont really have the thingy to do it watever u call it. LIke YOU, yeah U know im talking about, dont make those stupid jokes again. O my it really pissed me off at home. I also want to yell at the Sun Sch Teacher, pissed me off when i heard he's not going to drive me to the grad place. I think, why are u guys are so irresponsible. Said the thing and dont do it. Is everyone playing with me? Am i good person to be played with? Before in the past, i always wanted to quit the youth sooooo bad. But why are u guys pulling me back? Am i really that useful and important to the youth. Or maybe am i important to you. I know you guys love me when im there, but one day, i have to leave u guys and probably wont get to see each other much. I know u guys will think, we still have time to spend with each other while we still have. anyways, thts all i have to say.

 

i really thank to the couple that helped me with my life. And i thank Billy for helping me through times when im down. I really thank God for blessing me each day. Thank you Pastor Jeff and Ruth.