While enduring this heavy loaded week, I still desire to know God and remember Him every moment.
He is my Lord and my Savior.
I cannot forget about His great love for us.
I felt betrayed by my project partner.
I come to understand what kind of person (don't want to put the gender) is.
There are quite a lot of selfish and ambitious in University.
In university, it is a competition to see who strives to get the degree first.
Therefore, I almost thought I would fail the project assignment.
In the positive side, I try not to think negatively, but to continue to count on God in every circumstances.
I was thinking, now what do I do?
That person took most of the codes that we both shared.
That ex-partner did send me the whole source code for me to get my "perfect marks".
I don't care if I get my marks or not, but I want to understand what I am doing.
If I don't understand now, then how would I understand for my Final?
However, God really blessed me.
As the clock was ticking to the deadline, I was at the stressful moment.
I don't know what to do.
I have no clue what I am doing.
It is funny that some readers might think I should have just used the code that person sent me.
Like I just said, I don't want to just get marks...plus I don't want to let the TA think I was cheating.
I don't want to be dumb enough to just take the source code, and change it a bit and think that it is my code.
I don't think prof and TA are really that dumb.
The TA was really nice to let me off the hook by allowing me to let him mark it on Thursday.
Which great because I have a little bit of more time to finish it.
I am kind of done, but there are still some debugging I need to do.
If it is God's will for me to get my full mark on Thursday, then let His will be done and I'll rejoice.
Even though I don't get the full mark, I will still rejoice because I didn't got a 0.
Overall, I forgive that person for betraying me.
I forgive that person for ditching me
I forgive that person because that person doesn't know God.
I forgive that person because that person does not have a personal relationship with Jesus.
I forgive that person because that person is a sinner just like me.
I forgive because I LOVE just as He first loved us.
If we don't know how to love, then we don't know God.
If we hate, then we don't know God.
As I was reading Psalm, this passage struck me.
"Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."
I wonder, how do you guys approach God?
What kind of attitude do you have towards Him?
If you don't love Him, but want to ask Him to do something, then I wonder if He will answer that your prayer.
I believe it is the attitude when we come before God.
With a faithful and sincere heart to seek His love by allowing ourselves to love Him with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength.
Even through times of trouble like this week, I need to depend on God.
I need to continue to learn how to love Him.
I want to have a clean and positive attitude when I approach Him.
He is my Lord and my Savior.
I cannot forget about His great love for us.
I felt betrayed by my project partner.
I come to understand what kind of person (don't want to put the gender) is.
There are quite a lot of selfish and ambitious in University.
In university, it is a competition to see who strives to get the degree first.
Therefore, I almost thought I would fail the project assignment.
In the positive side, I try not to think negatively, but to continue to count on God in every circumstances.
I was thinking, now what do I do?
That person took most of the codes that we both shared.
That ex-partner did send me the whole source code for me to get my "perfect marks".
I don't care if I get my marks or not, but I want to understand what I am doing.
If I don't understand now, then how would I understand for my Final?
However, God really blessed me.
As the clock was ticking to the deadline, I was at the stressful moment.
I don't know what to do.
I have no clue what I am doing.
It is funny that some readers might think I should have just used the code that person sent me.
Like I just said, I don't want to just get marks...plus I don't want to let the TA think I was cheating.
I don't want to be dumb enough to just take the source code, and change it a bit and think that it is my code.
I don't think prof and TA are really that dumb.
The TA was really nice to let me off the hook by allowing me to let him mark it on Thursday.
Which great because I have a little bit of more time to finish it.
I am kind of done, but there are still some debugging I need to do.
If it is God's will for me to get my full mark on Thursday, then let His will be done and I'll rejoice.
Even though I don't get the full mark, I will still rejoice because I didn't got a 0.
Overall, I forgive that person for betraying me.
I forgive that person for ditching me
I forgive that person because that person doesn't know God.
I forgive that person because that person does not have a personal relationship with Jesus.
I forgive that person because that person is a sinner just like me.
I forgive because I LOVE just as He first loved us.
If we don't know how to love, then we don't know God.
If we hate, then we don't know God.
As I was reading Psalm, this passage struck me.
"Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."
I wonder, how do you guys approach God?
What kind of attitude do you have towards Him?
If you don't love Him, but want to ask Him to do something, then I wonder if He will answer that your prayer.
I believe it is the attitude when we come before God.
With a faithful and sincere heart to seek His love by allowing ourselves to love Him with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength.
Even through times of trouble like this week, I need to depend on God.
I need to continue to learn how to love Him.
I want to have a clean and positive attitude when I approach Him.
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