Project.
Project.
Research.
Project.
Just need to pull through another and then I will sing,
"I AM FREE TO RUN. I AM FREE TO DANCE. I AM FREE TO LIVE FOR YOU. YES, I AM FREE!"
According to that they song, it really means that we are set free from our sins because of the blood of Christ.
For the past week, I have been staying at SFU Surrey until 9pm or after.
It was quite hard to get things done, but I am already making progress.
Therefore, three projects and one paper...ROAR!!!!
HANG IN THERE, TIMMY!
When I am tired, I began to zone out a lot.
As I was walking home today from school...yes, school is still open on Saturday, I felt like fainting due to exhaustion.
Gladly, God continues to sustain me and helping me through.
I began to ponder...and quite a lot of things went through my mind.
However, one thing in my mind that I kept focus was her.
I confess, I do miss her.
Being unable to see her or talk to her on the phone for almost two weeks gives me this chilliness.
I don't know how to explain though.
All I can say is that I do miss her quite a lot.
As I talked about my feelings about her in my last blogs, sometimes I do want to cry, but not a glimpse of drip in eyes would fall out.
As I continue to long to see her, I hunger God so much.
Every night, I stand before Him, with all these petitions and requests in front of Him.
Understand and knowing Him as a being, through the scriptures, enlightens my thought.
Jesus is my only hope to the Father.
No one comes to the Father but through Jesus.
I wonder, if people who prays to God without having a personal relationship with Jesus, then I wonder if their prayers would be answered.
Or maybe in terms of reaching to heaven, our Salvation that comes from Him, then Jesus is our only hope for our Salvation.
I continually ask God for answers.
I fear the results the most, but I believe that God's result are for the goods.
Some people asked me, "What if she doesn't like you?"
If she doesn't like me, then that is probably God's answer and His will for her and for me.
Being humble about it is very important too.
As I continue in this journey, I also want to be reminded by Romans 8:25-27.
"But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. In the same way, the
Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray
for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words
cannot express. And he
who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the
Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will."
My hope is not about me wanting to spend the rest of my life on earth with her, but my hope is for my prayer to be answered.
I will continue to pray and wait for the Lord.
Project.
Research.
Project.
Just need to pull through another and then I will sing,
"I AM FREE TO RUN. I AM FREE TO DANCE. I AM FREE TO LIVE FOR YOU. YES, I AM FREE!"
According to that they song, it really means that we are set free from our sins because of the blood of Christ.
For the past week, I have been staying at SFU Surrey until 9pm or after.
It was quite hard to get things done, but I am already making progress.
Therefore, three projects and one paper...ROAR!!!!
HANG IN THERE, TIMMY!
When I am tired, I began to zone out a lot.
As I was walking home today from school...yes, school is still open on Saturday, I felt like fainting due to exhaustion.
Gladly, God continues to sustain me and helping me through.
I began to ponder...and quite a lot of things went through my mind.
However, one thing in my mind that I kept focus was her.
I confess, I do miss her.
Being unable to see her or talk to her on the phone for almost two weeks gives me this chilliness.
I don't know how to explain though.
All I can say is that I do miss her quite a lot.
As I talked about my feelings about her in my last blogs, sometimes I do want to cry, but not a glimpse of drip in eyes would fall out.
As I continue to long to see her, I hunger God so much.
Every night, I stand before Him, with all these petitions and requests in front of Him.
Understand and knowing Him as a being, through the scriptures, enlightens my thought.
Jesus is my only hope to the Father.
No one comes to the Father but through Jesus.
I wonder, if people who prays to God without having a personal relationship with Jesus, then I wonder if their prayers would be answered.
Or maybe in terms of reaching to heaven, our Salvation that comes from Him, then Jesus is our only hope for our Salvation.
I continually ask God for answers.
I fear the results the most, but I believe that God's result are for the goods.
Some people asked me, "What if she doesn't like you?"
If she doesn't like me, then that is probably God's answer and His will for her and for me.
Being humble about it is very important too.
As I continue in this journey, I also want to be reminded by Romans 8:25-27.
"But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. In the same way, the
Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray
for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words
cannot express. And he
who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the
Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will."
My hope is not about me wanting to spend the rest of my life on earth with her, but my hope is for my prayer to be answered.
I will continue to pray and wait for the Lord.
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