Wept

I believe that this year, with the exception of my childhood, is the year I cried the most.
Internally and externally.
My heart cries and I feel sorrowful when I see Jesus hung on the cross.
I cry when I am deeply struggling with the unknown.
Yes, it does cause my heart to tremble a lot.
I am struggling to find out what to do with myself.
Struggling to hear God's calling.
Perhaps at this moment, I should get myself to become a bit more calm.
I want to experience this breeze of serenity.