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I just want to update my blog.
Before project, I post one almost every day.
Now, I post one every OTHER days.
Just a little bit of insight of what I am doing now.
I don't post any other things on the facebook group.
Honestly, I am pretty tired.
What I like about being tired is that I could be more zeal to God.
No matter what the circumstances are, I won't give in easily.
I battled the same sin for almost the last decade.
Like almost 95% of the guys suffers pornography and lust over appealing females.
5% would PROBABLY lie about it.
In the beginning of project, my video director or my boss was gathering all the guys to talk about this issue.
It is hard.
The intimacy about falling into temptation is really deep.
Every morning and night, I would battle until I KNOCK down unconsciously.
When it regains its consciousness, I would simply knock it out again the next morning.
It is a difficult battle.
But I must stand firm and know that God will pull me out of this drug.
Anyhow, I confess! but I'll pull myself through this.
Moreover, my chest and arms are very sore from that push-up.
I don't think I could do anymore push-ups until I am fully recover.
NEXT TIME, stretch your muscles before doing it!
Playing BANG, the card game, a lot these days.
People are very into that game.
It's like Mafia, except that game is 10X better.
And then Rockband 2.
It's fun hanging out and having a fellowship with the same people each day.
Not until some people leaves on the weekend.
It's good to get to know one another slowly and develop our friendship even more.
Anyhow, just something I am letting out for once in my life.